No sleep..

I can't sleep tonight.. its the beginning of November and it is so warm tonight. My husband is even sweaty as I write this. But at least he isn't snoring like he does every night! But I love my hubby.

I have been fighting the flu as of the last week. Its bad enough that I get headaches on a daily basis but when you are broke, and don't have much medicine there isn't a whole lot you can do. I would go to the doctor but I don't have my insurance card yet. Speaking of the headaches.. I have kind of narrowed that down to what I might think it is.. my pants are not fitting like they did two months ago, maybe I am gaining weight? And I have been peeing like no other!! Or maybe I am the eight letter 'P' word.. pregnant? I don't like thinking about that much. I want kids but if I continue to think of it or stress about it I have been told it won't happen. But I took a pregnancy test two almost three months ago at the Womens Clinic here in Dayton and it came up negative but I read about something called PCOS Polycycstic Ovary Syndrome for those of you who don't know.. sometimes it causes you to not have enough hormones in your pee to let you have a positive pregnancy test so sometimes you have to have a blood test done.. so ya I don't know if I am or not.. but it bums me out a little when I have like five friends from school who just got pregnant.